Hey!!
Ho!
Lets go!!
hahaha...
So...
Ive not been blogging for almost like a week..
And some stuffs happenwithin that time..
hmmm..
Where should i start?
owh yeah!
Lets start with the PMR results..
OK..
Almost everyone knows that form 3s will be having an exam called PMR..
Well..
The sad part is i gotta do it durin my bday..
And the best part is..
Among 8 subjects..
I got 7A's and 1B!!
B is for Agama..
Ive been flunking Agama since Elementary School..
For that my parents gave me a Sony Playstation 3!!!!!
hahahaah!!!
Soooooooo happy!!!!
hahaah..
Then..
Ive done nuthin for days just because i cant stop watchin
AMERICA'S BEST DANCE CREW SEASON 1!!!!
The one with Jabbawockeez..
Especially the MJ part where they dance to the song PYT!!
hahaha..
Their dances look so cute!!
hahaha...
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Monday, December 21, 2009
Moving To A New Place And Not Moving On From You..
Cant believe my parents decided to move to Denai Alam..
They said that we might be moving there either middle of next year or after I graduated..
Hope they still let me go to the same school..
Don't want to leave all my friends that I tried SOOO hard to make..
We went there today..
The new house..
The place is really peaceful and calm..
The neighbors were all nice..
We were planning for the renovations that we are gonna do to the house..
Sigh..
Lots of hard work..
Among all this..
I still cant get her out of my head..
DAMN!!
I wish she would just knew..
I wish you would realize that I am talking about you..
I'm sorry for being like this..
Because of you I'm being this way..
I’m sorry..
I don’t blame you..
"You don't just wake up one morning and decide you love someone..
Your mind wakes up and realizes what your heart has known all along.."
It's late..
Before I go to sleep..
I just hope that I'd dream about you..
I hope that when I woke up,there's a text message from you on my cell..
Actually,I just wanna say..
I LOVE YOU..
And I really mean it..
Friday, December 18, 2009
The Truth
well,lately ive been writing romantic and meaningful quotes,poems,etc..
what can i do actually??
the best word is what can a guy do when he is in love..
play video games,sports,tv,breakdance??
my situation here is not a game or smtg that can be blanked out of my mind..
its not even like or crushes..
or even like like..
its love..
yes..its a huge thing n a big commitment..
but who gives a shit?!
im not tellin her..
just hope she figures out herself..
"today was just one of those days
where everything I did reminded me of you
hmm..
how long shall i wait??
as long as it takes..
hopefully until graduation..
until then..
i shall continue writing quotes n poems..
well,not everyday..
or else ppl might just say im desperate..
or emo..
hmm..
but i shall do some..
like this..
what can i do actually??
the best word is what can a guy do when he is in love..
play video games,sports,tv,breakdance??
my situation here is not a game or smtg that can be blanked out of my mind..
its not even like or crushes..
or even like like..
its love..
yes..its a huge thing n a big commitment..
but who gives a shit?!
im not tellin her..
just hope she figures out herself..
"today was just one of those days
where everything I did reminded me of you
every song I heard some how related to you
I hate days like today because they remind
me of the one thing I don`t have "
I hate days like today because they remind
me of the one thing I don`t have "
hmm..
how long shall i wait??
as long as it takes..
hopefully until graduation..
until then..
i shall continue writing quotes n poems..
well,not everyday..
or else ppl might just say im desperate..
or emo..
hmm..
but i shall do some..
like this..
"as i sit with little to do ,
my mind is filled with thoughts of you.
as i work hard throughout the day,
i miss your smile that's miles away.
as i lay down and try to sleep,
its memories of you i always keep.
you must know this ,my love so true,
i spend all my time missing you"
my mind is filled with thoughts of you.
as i work hard throughout the day,
i miss your smile that's miles away.
as i lay down and try to sleep,
its memories of you i always keep.
you must know this ,my love so true,
i spend all my time missing you"
Promises
Two best friends sat on top of a hill.
It was time to say goodbye.
They swore they'd be best friends forever. Nothing more, nothing less.
They wrote their promises on separate papers and swore they would read each others on one of their wedding day.
The girl wrote:
I can't promise that I won't fall in love with you because i did.
I can't promise that we'd only be best friends because i want us to be more.
I can't promise i'll walk down the aisle with someone else because i want to be your bride...
The guy wrote:
I promise i won't fall in love with you
I promise we'd only be best friends, nothing more.
I promise i'll walk down the aisle with someone else as my bride...
10 years later and it was the girl's wedding day. The car just arrived at the church. Everyone was waiting for her to come out but she was reading a certain letter. She sighed and cried softly.
She walked down the aisle and arrived at the altar. She linked her hand with her groom and cried softly. She was getting married to the man of her dreams. Her best friend.
"Are you ok?" The groom asked.
"I just read your promise letter." The girl said.
"You like it?" He asked softly.
"I love it!" The girl smiled.
TRUTH: Right at the bottom of the boy's letter was a small message.
"These are the promises i know i'll break. I love you."
It was time to say goodbye.
They swore they'd be best friends forever. Nothing more, nothing less.
They wrote their promises on separate papers and swore they would read each others on one of their wedding day.
The girl wrote:
I can't promise that I won't fall in love with you because i did.
I can't promise that we'd only be best friends because i want us to be more.
I can't promise i'll walk down the aisle with someone else because i want to be your bride...
The guy wrote:
I promise i won't fall in love with you
I promise we'd only be best friends, nothing more.
I promise i'll walk down the aisle with someone else as my bride...
10 years later and it was the girl's wedding day. The car just arrived at the church. Everyone was waiting for her to come out but she was reading a certain letter. She sighed and cried softly.
She walked down the aisle and arrived at the altar. She linked her hand with her groom and cried softly. She was getting married to the man of her dreams. Her best friend.
"Are you ok?" The groom asked.
"I just read your promise letter." The girl said.
"You like it?" He asked softly.
"I love it!" The girl smiled.
TRUTH: Right at the bottom of the boy's letter was a small message.
"These are the promises i know i'll break. I love you."
Her: Will you pick me up if I ever fell down?
Him: No.
Her: Would you wipe away the tears when I'm sad?
Him: Never.
Her: Will you still love me when I look my worst?
Him: Nope.
Her: [feeling hurt after hearing this] At least you're honest. [starts to walk away...]
Him: [grabs her back to face him] I wouldn't pick you up if you fell because I would catch you before you even hit the ground. I wouldn't wipe away your tears because I'll make sure there's nothing for you to ever be sad about. I wouldn't love you when you look your worst because that's impossible. You always look you're best, even when you think you don't. I love you more than anything, remember that.
Him: No.
Her: Would you wipe away the tears when I'm sad?
Him: Never.
Her: Will you still love me when I look my worst?
Him: Nope.
Her: [feeling hurt after hearing this] At least you're honest. [starts to walk away...]
Him: [grabs her back to face him] I wouldn't pick you up if you fell because I would catch you before you even hit the ground. I wouldn't wipe away your tears because I'll make sure there's nothing for you to ever be sad about. I wouldn't love you when you look your worst because that's impossible. You always look you're best, even when you think you don't. I love you more than anything, remember that.
Girl: Why doesnt he like me..?
Boy: I'm sure he does...
Girl: I try to be perfect
Boy: He doesnt need perfect...
Girl: I just want to tell him.
Boy: Yeah, I think you should.
Girl: Okay, I will..thanks for the help, I'll talk to you later.
Boy: ...okay...bye.
Girl: (goes home to call boy)
Boy: (walks home, dissapointed & broken)
Boy: (sees answering machine blinking...pushes play...girl's voice comes on)
Girl: I just wanted to tell you...I just thought you should know...(long pause) I love you
Boy: (whispers) I love you too....
Boy: I'm sure he does...
Girl: I try to be perfect
Boy: He doesnt need perfect...
Girl: I just want to tell him.
Boy: Yeah, I think you should.
Girl: Okay, I will..thanks for the help, I'll talk to you later.
Boy: ...okay...bye.
Girl: (goes home to call boy)
Boy: (walks home, dissapointed & broken)
Boy: (sees answering machine blinking...pushes play...girl's voice comes on)
Girl: I just wanted to tell you...I just thought you should know...(long pause) I love you
Boy: (whispers) I love you too....
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Love
"My friends are always telling me to move on, to give up. But why? Why should I? They don't see you the way that I see you. They don't look into your eyes and see the world. Why would they understand? They can't possibly imagine what it means to look at your best friend and see all their hopes and dreams come true. I wish for once, just once, they could walk a mile in my shoes. But they wouldn't need to walk that far, they would just take one step and suddenly, they would take back every bit of 'getting over you' advice they had ever given me and realize you're my life, you were meant for me, and that moving on or giving up is simply not an option."
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Unreachable Love
I saw you for the first time yesterday..
Your face is hard to forget..
Those eyes that shines brighter than stars in the night..
That smile which turns my world upside down..
When you stared at me,I know you were feeling the same way too..
And when I look back at you,I can see the blush in your face..
It makes me feel like to never stop looking at you..
Not even a blink..
You make my heart pumps faster in every second..
In class,I saw you were sitting all alone..
So,when I walked in front of the class,I saw you looked at me..
You don't know anyone there,as I also don't know anyone there..
I was about to sit beside you when suddenly I didn't have the urged to do so..
When the class was over,you walked towards me to take your paper from the teacher,and I couldn't stop looking at your beautiful face as you made it there..
After that,you went out of the class..
So I ran and chased you..
But when I got out of the class,you were no where to be seen..
It makes me think how stupid I was for not sitting beside you..
I missed my chance of knowing you..
For good..
Your face is hard to forget..
Those eyes that shines brighter than stars in the night..
That smile which turns my world upside down..
When you stared at me,I know you were feeling the same way too..
And when I look back at you,I can see the blush in your face..
It makes me feel like to never stop looking at you..
Not even a blink..
You make my heart pumps faster in every second..
In class,I saw you were sitting all alone..
So,when I walked in front of the class,I saw you looked at me..
You don't know anyone there,as I also don't know anyone there..
I was about to sit beside you when suddenly I didn't have the urged to do so..
When the class was over,you walked towards me to take your paper from the teacher,and I couldn't stop looking at your beautiful face as you made it there..
After that,you went out of the class..
So I ran and chased you..
But when I got out of the class,you were no where to be seen..
It makes me think how stupid I was for not sitting beside you..
I missed my chance of knowing you..
For good..
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Shooting Star..
When I look up at the sky
The stars, see, are sparkling
Each giving off its own light
Like the people on this planet
Yeah, so I, too
Want to shine particularly bright
I close my eyes and make a vow in my heart
And entrust my dreams to that shooting star
I’m in my usual park
I can see the night scenery
On the slide
That’s been my special seat for years
Whenever I’m worried about something, I come here
Just like then, I’m on my way to my dreams
But unable to fulfil them
“Maybe this is the end of the line”
There are days when I say weak things like that
But every time, I remember
That starry sky where I looked for a shooting star
The wish I made when I was little
Hasn’t changed even now
Hiding out in the schoolyard at night with my mates
We climbed the chain-link fence
The field seemed to have a different face than during the day
We headed for our sea called the pool
We didn’t have swimming trunks, so we were all stark naked
Someone jumped in with a strange yell
The splash echoed through the night
“After him!” Everyone else piled in
We floated gently, looking up at the sky
Looked at the stars in front of us, and talked about heaps of dreams
And looked for that shooting star
Looking up at the sky, there are countless stars
The same number now that there was years ago
My dreams are endless and crazy
Incredibly bright, like that star
Hey! If you keep hanging your head like that
You won’t even be able to see the things you can see
Look up at the sky, keep your head up!!
Hey! “What do you think of the sky you see?”
Someday, like that shining star…
I wanna shine
Worst Night Ever!!!!
Alrite..Noted..1st of December 2009,happened my worst night ever!!It all started with few reasons which connects to some few situation:
1. My parents got into a fight..Just because my dad accidentally spilled something out about something..Then my mom got emosional and then yadi yadi yada..BAM!!They got in a fight..
2. We were about to go out for dinner when we (my mom,big bro n sis,n me) were waiting at home for my dad because he went to a shop to fix his computer, when i forgot to lock the door!!Then,after dinner,when we were about to arrive at home..That's when I realize that I didn't locked the door!!!
3. During dinner,everyone was ordering noodles because we went to a noodle place..But I..Ordered fish and chips and a cappuccino blended..Then,when the foods arrived,everyone's foods and drinks were worth buying..But mine??A small cup of ice blended cappuccino and just one small fish of the fish and chips!!!GRRRR!!!
4. Again,on the way back from dinner,the car was very quiet except from the radio that was turned on..The song was a slow and old song that my mom tuned from the radio..My dad were driving at the middle lane..It was a three lane street..Then,suddenly,a really fast black car approach from the right,and that car took at least 1/4 of my dad's lane,so my dad go to the left to avoid that car..But!Out of nowhere,another fast silver car came from the left..So my dad went to the right..With that black car taking 1/4 of my dad's lane,nothing can be avoid!!Then,that black car got some sense in him and he went to a right junction that lead him to some shops..This all happened too fast within seconds!!Thank God nothing bad happened!!
Well,that's pretty much it..sigh..Rough night..
1. My parents got into a fight..Just because my dad accidentally spilled something out about something..Then my mom got emosional and then yadi yadi yada..BAM!!They got in a fight..
2. We were about to go out for dinner when we (my mom,big bro n sis,n me) were waiting at home for my dad because he went to a shop to fix his computer, when i forgot to lock the door!!Then,after dinner,when we were about to arrive at home..That's when I realize that I didn't locked the door!!!
3. During dinner,everyone was ordering noodles because we went to a noodle place..But I..Ordered fish and chips and a cappuccino blended..Then,when the foods arrived,everyone's foods and drinks were worth buying..But mine??A small cup of ice blended cappuccino and just one small fish of the fish and chips!!!GRRRR!!!
4. Again,on the way back from dinner,the car was very quiet except from the radio that was turned on..The song was a slow and old song that my mom tuned from the radio..My dad were driving at the middle lane..It was a three lane street..Then,suddenly,a really fast black car approach from the right,and that car took at least 1/4 of my dad's lane,so my dad go to the left to avoid that car..But!Out of nowhere,another fast silver car came from the left..So my dad went to the right..With that black car taking 1/4 of my dad's lane,nothing can be avoid!!Then,that black car got some sense in him and he went to a right junction that lead him to some shops..This all happened too fast within seconds!!Thank God nothing bad happened!!
Well,that's pretty much it..sigh..Rough night..
Monday, November 30, 2009
New Moon = Total Embarrassment of Vampires and Werewolves
What is more painful than getting your guts ripped apart is being forced to watch a so-called movie named New Moon..What's the matter with that??New Moon is such a terrible movie for many particular reasons.. 1.Its an embarrassment to vampires and werewolves.. 2.Since when vampires and werewolves don't kill each other once they see each other?? 3.Its just so gay!!!Two hours of watching a guy running topless just to show off his abs.. 4.I thought Twilight,New Moon,Eclipse,Breaking Dawn is all about vampires and werewolves,two different clan,etc...But,turns out its all about romance among a vampire and a mortal human..Watching that movie is the worst two hours of my life..sigh..But then,that's just me..How about you??
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Friends??
What is friends??Scientific studies (yeah rite!!) says that friends are the ones who are there by your side when you go through good n rough times..Well,they are wrong..There ain't anything friends about total neglection from them..What is the matter with friends now??I aint sayin that I'm a good friend,but atleast I dont neglect them..Just wish life would be easier if everyone are just clsoe friends like the characters from Friends The Series (The Pic Below)..
Just hope my friends know that I'm moving..I don't want it to be too late for them..But they shouldnt do this to me right now..Well,they deserve it!
Just hope my friends know that I'm moving..I don't want it to be too late for them..But they shouldnt do this to me right now..Well,they deserve it!
Friday, November 13, 2009
Newie..
hye there..
im a newie in blogspot n im really not sure wat to do..
uhh..ok here goes..
life after exam is nice..u can do all d things u desire..but it aint that fun..its tough n challenging..thinkin about wat ur facing once u get d result..thinking either u want to go to boarding skool or not...its really a headache..if so..wat r u gonna miss if u go to a boarding skool??families??friens?god..its like a whirlpool is goin on in my head..its just spinning around every now n then...yes its d best road to a perfect future but its just..i just dunno wat else to say..sigh..i really dunno..
getting over ur memories u had wit something or someone is tough..even when u got rid of it,somehow they'll gonna pop out someday everytime u see or heard something reminding u of that particular memory..remembering something dat will bring anger n sadness to u would not want to be kept..it will bring,of course,sadness n anger to u..ur own emotions can literally kill u if u dunno how to control them like some particular someone dat i know..for example jealousy..wat is jealousy??well,jealousy is an emotion and typically refers to the negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and anxiety over an anticipated loss of something that the person values, such as a relationship, friendship, or love. Jealousy often consists of a combination of emotions such as anger, sadness, and disgust..(wikipedia)..well,jealousy can really kill someone..literally..
dis sucks!!seriously..wats wit d brain??i seriously dunno wat to say!!it all started when i was in standard 3..i had guitar class..n thank god,i was good..but..dats d last i played it..now..i tried to play wit my guitar..it just lost...i dun quite sure wat im doin..sigh..i seriously dunno..not only blaming the brains,but,heart is d same too!!my heart keep falling for words that could make a desperate kid fallin for
a dirty lollipop..y isnt d brain n d heart combine n co-operate wit each other to stop me from fallin wit dis terrible n disgusting words??sigh..dunno wats wrong wit d world..
im a newie in blogspot n im really not sure wat to do..
uhh..ok here goes..
life after exam is nice..u can do all d things u desire..but it aint that fun..its tough n challenging..thinkin about wat ur facing once u get d result..thinking either u want to go to boarding skool or not...its really a headache..if so..wat r u gonna miss if u go to a boarding skool??families??friens?go
getting over ur memories u had wit something or someone is tough..even when u got rid of it,somehow they'll gonna pop out someday everytime u see or heard something reminding u of that particular memory..remembering something dat will bring anger n sadness to u would not want to be kept..it will bring,of course,sadness n anger to u..ur own emotions can literally kill u if u dunno how to control them like some particular someone dat i know..for example jealousy..wat is jealousy??well,jealousy is an emotion and typically refers to the negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and anxiety over an anticipated loss of something that the person values, such as a relationship, friendship, or love. Jealousy often consists of a combination of emotions such as anger, sadness, and disgust..(wikipedia)..well
dis sucks!!seriously..wats wit d brain??i seriously dunno wat to say!!it all started when i was in standard 3..i had guitar class..n thank god,i was good..but..dats d last i played it..now..i tried to play wit my guitar..it just lost...i dun quite sure wat im doin..sigh..i seriously dunno..not only blaming the brains,but,heart is d same too!!my heart keep falling for words that could make a desperate kid fallin for
a dirty lollipop..y isnt d brain n d heart combine n co-operate wit each other to stop me from fallin wit dis terrible n disgusting words??sigh..dunno wats wrong wit d world..
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