The Truth

well,lately ive been writing romantic and meaningful quotes,poems,etc..
what can i do actually??
the best word is what can a guy do when he is in love..
play video games,sports,tv,breakdance??
my situation here is not a game or smtg that can be blanked out of my mind..
its not even like or crushes..
or even like like..
its love..
yes..its a huge thing n a big commitment..
but who gives a shit?!

im not tellin her..
just hope she figures out herself..

"today was just one of those days
where everything I did reminded me of you

every song I heard some how related to you
I hate days like today because they remind
me of the one thing I don`t have "

hmm..
how long shall i wait??
as long as it takes..
hopefully until graduation..
until then..
i shall continue writing quotes n poems..
well,not everyday..
or else ppl might just say im desperate..
or emo..
hmm..
but i shall do some..
like this..

"as i sit with little to do ,
my mind is filled with thoughts of you.
as i work hard throughout the day,
i miss your smile that's miles away.
as i lay down and try to sleep,
its memories of you i always keep.
you must know this ,my love so true,
i spend all my time missing you"