Miracle Wish

What do you do when the only thing worth fighting for, no longer wants to fight for you? What do you do when the person you love more than anyone else in this world doesn't love you? What do you do when the only thing you want to do is talk to the person you used to know, but cant because they said good-bye forever? What do you do when your friends are giving up on you because they no longer know how to help you? What do you do when your hopeless? I for one just want to go hide, and never be found. At least that way i would have a reason for being alone. I just want to have something terrible happen to me, so i have a reason to feel this pain. I want to be able to tell the person i need so much, that not being there for me is making me miserable. I want things i cant have..... :'(